I realized this weekend that life is short and I've wasted a lot of time. We've all been told live your life you only get one shot. So, how much of our life's time we have wasted? I know I have wasted a lot living in the past hurts and on foolish people.

I'm taking back my control of my time and life. No more of my time will be wasted on things that are not important to me or relevant to my life. You've got to value your time. Don't give it away so freely to people or things that don't matter.

Take life as it comes but you do have the choice to use your time wisely. Don't waste it on drama, the past, people not going your way. Decide that your time is precious to you and you will not longer waste it.

Sometimes being the lone wolf you realize some things about your life. I've found that people don't really value me. I have to step up my value in myself. I feel sometimes I am being drained of who I am.

I need to stop letting people come into my space and take from me. Its time for me to narrow even further who will be in my circle. In life we need people that bring value to us. We can't hold onto people that continue to drain you.

Our life is of free will. We decide what it will be about. Not the world, the government, or family. I have been on a peaceful journey but it seems at times it always get interrupted by someone in need. Then I develop the stress. I think of how I can't pick up the phone and be rescued. I am always on my own figuring out how to handle my down situations.

I say to myself Nikki stop being emotionally drained by family and friends.  You give them so many valuable nuggets to live, deal with everyday life and it goes on deaf ears. Now I am being a creator of a mess in my life. Time for me to keep the promise to myself. I will not let others chaotic life interrupt my simple, focused, peaceful life. 

As we go through life we have today, yesterday but I don't want to forget about tomorrow. We think of today as a new day and yesterday a day of the past. I think of tomorrow for a day of correction. I can't relive yesterday but tomorrow I can make it better then today.

I've learned to focus on my new journey to connect to God in the Spiritual. The more connected I become the more I have less fear, worry or stress. The Bible tells us we have all we need but we are seekers of things because our eyes sees what others have. 

Becoming more content in who I am is making me whole. I don't worry about tomorrow I live for today. I see tomorrow as time where I have grown and where I have involved into the true child of God. Simplify your life and connect to who you really are. We are all one and the sooner we discover that there will be no worries for tomorrow.