TRUSTING YOU

Today was the first day in months that I felt like having a conversation with myself to focus and write something. My days have been filled with passionless feelings of expressing myself and thoughts. In my thoughts today I see how the world has me so distracted I can't really focus on my life's journey.  With the great amount of distractions I am starting to loose faith, trust of who I am and who I want to be.

I know I want to be a great writer, a influencer of helping people live their best life but my faith in self is weak and my trust in self is almost gone. Now my conversations are filled with questions and no answers.  How can you doubt yourself and trust people everyday that you don't even know?  We trust people everyday when driving that they don't cross the line into our lane but we don't trust ourselves with our life and everyday living. 

The thing that bothers me the most is that doubt makes me not trust me.  I don't walk the line with fear its not a factor but doubt is weighting me down.  So I tell myself you've got to get yourself from under this by renewing your mind.  Its not me!!!  I trust, I believe, I have faith in ME!

I figured out that I have to give myself some space for the world to get more connected spiritually. This connection removes all doubts and guides me to trusting me. I am finding the more inner peace the more trust you have in yourself and life. Today I found my inner peace when I took a run. The fresh air, trees, blue sky and stars blessed me this morning.

Trusting you is not easy when the world distracts you or when life hit you with some bumps and bruises. Building your faith and inner peace sets the foundation of a great relationship with you trusting you. 

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