When we find ourselves in life circumstances why do we always seem to ask God why?  I myself forget the fact that I should be asking myself what am I sowing? Does my choices and decisions cause my circumstances? 

Don't we know God is our father and we are his children. So when a child acts out or when a child doesn't follow the rules don't we punish that child?  So when you ask the "Why?" don't you see the answer.  I know when I trust and believe in God why has no meaning because the answer is in God.

The world we live in is filled with circumstances some self produced. The best way to rise above all is to focus on God who stands above all.  Stand in your problems don't take them lightly but find God in the mist of your troubles and you will survive.

To find life as God means it to be lived, keep the faith, live the right way and in all times to trust God. 

Understanding and examining this scripture gives me a clear understanding of my life. What season I'm in right now? Am I in the growing, living, or dying season? I feel that I am in the REALLY living season of my life.

Looking at my life the true me is being born and the old me is dying. I have went through my life of growing. I've gain wisdom from my living. The years I have been blessed with I am still here. A new day given, I have learn not to waste that blessing on foolish things and thoughts.

The seeds have been planted. My dreams are becoming my vision. The season of living has come. I have killed off those old things of my past that had a hold on me. I've killed off some of those old beliefs, emotions, fears, thoughts. I've been through the process of the healing and the break down.

Now the new season. I have build up everything that was torn down in me. I've done the weeping and mourning. I'm living, laughing, dancing. My stones of hurt and pain I have cast away. I'm gathering stones of faith, love, peace and happiness. I embrace them with every beat of my heart.

I am gaining so much understanding who I am and letting lose who I thought I was and what others told me who I was. I am keeping my authentic self a first class original made by God. Throwing away all that is not good and sewing which was given to me my purpose for living.

Once my purpose has been fulfilled my body will be silenced and my spirit will keep living. The wars and hate that I had within myself will be over. I know doing my time of living I will have known peace and love..

As a woman we all have been blessed with unique talent and skills A man can never do what we do. Give birth to a child, keep a home as good as we do, raise a God fearing family. Take heartache and pain and still rise. Women take a lot from the world and people in their lives. Somewhere in the chaos we have lost our value. 

Love yourself and the embrace your uniqueness. Don't let anyone rob you of your value. Build your self worth. Take a look in the mirror and identify what's most important to you and eliminate everything else. Don't expect others to value you. Expect it from yourself.

Remember LOVE is the key ingredient. 

1 Corinthians 13:4-74 Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant 5 or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful;[a] 6 it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. 7 Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

Show that you love yourself by action. Have compassion, humility, kindness and forgiveness for yourself like you do for others. That shows your greater Value.

Today I realized that I don't have total control of my life. Somewhere I lost control of my life. Here I am on a journey to live a simple life and somehow I have been distracted from that mission. 

I have given up my power to say No. Where did I become such a yes person?  I thought I had given up the life of being a yes person. No had become my new thing when it came to family and certain people in my life.

I have to really get back to it. There is nothing wrong with saying No especially to people that hinder your growth. You can't save everyone. Sometimes people have to look in the mirror and take control of their own life.  Everything in our life we have created, so why should we feel it is someone else job to fix when we made a mess of it.

Me taking control and getting back to saying No will save me but it might hurt someone. That's life. Everyone must take a look at where they are right now and take control back. Don't let people around you make you feel guilty for living your life. No more codependency. No more ​sacrifice.

Sometimes in our life we have to let go of some people. Not because we don't love them but because we out grow them or they are not bringing value to our lives. We try to hold on to them because we've known them for years or out of fear.  Fear of being alone or fear of not finding someone else.

At time we come complacent with people because we are comfortable with them around. At some point in time somethings are better left as mere memories. You can't go backwards. The season for them in your life has ended. Look beyond that relationship/friendship.

It's time to let go when things are no longer the same. You realize that your ways are different and there is no connection anymore. Don't hold on because of time or emotions. We all change this is the process of growing.

Let go when you know that in your heart you can't trust this person anymore.  Ask yourself why is this person in your life when you know they can't be loyal. You don't want to bring onto yourself frustration, tension or anger. Let them go!

Release yourself if you are not clear where the friendship/relationship fits into your life. This can be confusing, now you don't know where you stand or where they stand in the relationship. This can lead to damaging to you. You don't deserve to be miserable or unhappy.

Let go if you are fighting to make it work or get what you need out of the friendship/relationship. No one can make you happy if you don't make yourself happy first. This doesn't encourage who you are. All relationships must be supported. If you are changing and growing but the people in your life are not it's time to Let Go!

​Make YOU happy.

I am looking at my life and I have so many choices, options for so much. Looking left, looking right but how do I decided which route do I take? So I've made it this far with some good and some bad decisions.

Today is a new day. I have traveled a life filled with good and bad experiences some I have shared but a lot I have not.  I know and feel the bad are holding me back from purpose. The ghost from the past keep following me.

I want to tell you my decision to re-write the story is the beginning of a new Life. I feel that Power. I can start a new. I now understand what it means to be born again. My decision to re-write my story has opened my imagination to the endless possibilities. 

I am asking you to come with me. Look beyond your past. Focus on the Here and Now. Everyday you wake up in the morning you have been blessed with a new day. What are you going to write?  Look to your dreams & imagination. What do you see?

Don't you see the Power of making a Decision has. I see all the wonders of what could be. So I am going to step out on Faith and Live.

PURPOSE: the reason for which something exists or is done, made, used, etc.

I have been searching for meaning of my Life and it's purpose. I admit that I was blind by the world, lost & confused. I had to discover that my only purpose is to gain the experiences of life by living and to share and to give.

So simple but I've been searching for something so grand to have a reason for my purpose of being here and living. God gave us life He placed his breath into this body. We all are Spirits that have been given this chance to live life. 

God wants us to Live Life  in Fullness. Do whatever you feel on your heart that is of Love. Gain all the experiences of life and share it with others. Share the good & the bad so you can help others open their eyes to know why we all are here.  Let them see that they should be living & not being held down by this world we live in. Give to all freely. Help all our brothers & sisters. It doesn't have to be just about money, give time, give a smile, give a kind word, bless someone with a meal.

Look in your heart and understand your purpose. Live life, follow your heart. Do everything with pleasure. If it's not feeling good or heart felt it's not the right purpose. God has given all us the Spirit a chance to experience Life. Take it and share it.