NO MORE DISTRACTIONS

Over the years my life have been about other people. I've done for others not expecting anything back. It has always been my nature to do onto others as you would want them to do unto you. Along this journey I have discovered a lot of SELFISH people. Their agenda has always been what can be done for me.  I can't remember the last time I had a shoulder to give my worries. There is no care of the crisis that is going on in me and my life. 

Our life have been defined by the choices and decisions that we have made. We can't expect our life to improve or get better if we are not changing. You can't expect a better life if you are not becoming a better you. To improve my life, my situations, my feelings I've got to get with me and change. I've decided to make 2016 all about me. I have to clear my mine and get rid of the things, people that don't bring VALUE to my life. Some will understand and some will not that's not my battle. I am going to keep living with the decision I've made for me. I am tired of carrying the load of others on my heart and soul.  Thank God for giving the peace within me to let go and put me first. My heart was heavy.

Sometimes it is hard for people to see the chaos that they have caused their own life. You can't keep making decisions based on emotions or you will stay in a cycle of dysfunction.  Putting feelings aside and being realistic about life will help clear your mine. Open your eyes to see that chaos and dysfunction is not LIVING.

To move forward and to gain the life that Jesus wanted me to have I have to put him first and myself. With everything in my life I have never been SELFISH but when I make a choice to pick me first people will feel that I am being SELFISH.  I am finally LOVING and CARING about me and I'm not going to let anyone's else agenda, distractions, life control how I feel about putting me FIRST.

I've been blessed with 365 new days and a chance to not live in the past or hold onto the weight of other people's life. I've got my blessing and I am going to LIVE my LIFE. The process and the journey won't be easy, I'm on my own. It's truly just GOD and ME.

Faith will guide and lead me. I want everyone to remember there is nothing wrong with taking the first step to be about yourself. If someone in your life don't understand what you are doing for you they are being SELFISH. Make this year about you, your dreams and what you want best out of your LIFE. NO ONE can LIVE for YOU but YOU.

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