TIRED OF THE TEARS

The journey of life you really have to master the game.  Sometimes the days are really long.  The mind is racing and out of nowhere tears. I kept wondering why? For me I think I have figured it out. It seems each time I have these tearful moments my life has flashed before me and it makes me sad.

Reason being, I am not happy with my life and where I am standing.  Looking back at all the mistakes along with the choices and decisions  on how to correct my so called mistakes.  Looking at myself is very sad.  I have so many should of's , could of's and would of's .  Sometimes thinking purpose is suppose to be this grand thing and I am not on it.

I tired of the tears but I also realize they will never go away. I had to look at all tears are not from sadness but some are from joy, peace, love, and being so blessed. I made a choice and a decision to focus on just the sadness.  Looking in the mirror the unveiling of self is powerful.  

​Tears if I let it leads to healing, mind opening thinking and some peace.